Relationship
So far so gd. But I have been angry with him for buying another bike, which is the same CC different model. Plus the way he spends his $$ too much on bikes. Yes, I do admit that everyone had a hobbies or likes. Eg like Shishi… she likes computer stuff. Joelle likes to shop and buy clothes. But I dun see you all still spend ur $$ when ur cash are low or u all will have ur limit. You see, he is so obsessed in his bike tat he used quite a lot of $$ to modify it. And now he modify until the bike is not up to his standard, he want to sold it away. Then wat is the point when he had spent so much time and effort on it?
In the beginning when he bought this new bike (Honda) he told me this is not the bike he always wanted. He bought it is out of ppl telling him is gd in saving $$ not as troublesome as the other (Yamaha). FYI in not confusing you all. The 1st small CC bike he bought is HONDA WAVE (the red one) then he sold it away and rides a Yamaha. This Yamaha performance and power is much more better than Honda. To be precise. Is the SPEED. Though both are the same CC, Yamaha tends to be better because it is a 2 stroke engine while the other is a 4 stroke engine.
I just dun understand wat he is thinking. After he had bought the Yamaha he told me tat he had realized that he should not be spending unnecessary $$ . But I dun think so lor.. Later he old habit will come back again. I do talk to him but its seems tat it doesn’t get into his mind lor. I felt tat he is taking me for granted. Coz when his $$ are in low he will think tat I still have. But then on the other side, whenever he got his pay, he will pay for my meals lor. So wat is really goin on? Can anyone tell me?
Apart from this area he was really fine lor. Btw our 2yr anniversary is this coming 16th June.

Friends
Joelle, how are u doing? I cannot get any updates from you on blog coz u seldom updates… : ) So have u make ur decision already? So far I did not hear from as I dun log onto Icq so even if u wan to tell me u can’t too right? So pls dun blame for asking u this question.
Shishi, I can’t ask much abt coz u blogs.. so I roughly know what u doing.
Xian I have talked to her for a while a few weeks or last week ago. Can’t remember. But she told me that she already got tired of her BGR with Gabio thus she had brought up a broke off with him.
Yo gals, 2 of my colleagues are still single. They have been asking me to intro u all to them. Interested??? Ahhaha…. Just joking. I know all of ur requirements. They does not fit u all lor… heheh.. but can be frends one right?? So see if 1 day all of u free can go out with them…ehhee

Its been such a long time that I blogged. Have been very lazy or felt that my everyday lifestyle or routine is the same, nothing unusual. So now let me update u guys on how I am now.

School
I am now having break till the end of July where my course will commences. This is where the time that I need to jerk myself up to study hard for it. I do not wan to be like the last few months. I was really a slacker. Joelle will know wat I mean.
The last paper (out of 2) I did not study. Really…. Actually “I am quite impressed with myself.” Coz throughout my studies life, I had never had stepped into the exam room without studying. Hahha… I am the 1st person to walk out of the room. A2 hrs paper, I took only less than 30mins to finish it. Devil right?? I even wrote a note to the marker. I wrote “ Sorry for taking up ur time to mark my paper. I suddenly had a blackout which I cannot remember a thing tat I studied.” Lame right? Hahha… but my subconsciously tol me to write this so at least I can get some sympathy marks.
Honestly speaking, I really did not have the mood to study. I just dun push hard on myself. Can someone push me? Oh, I cannot depend on Joelle coz I think she needs it too! Or lets us push each other?? I just hope tat I will buck up this coming July.

Work
Mid April, I was transferred from ARC (Ayer Rajah Crescent) to Alexandra Comtech which is near the PSA building at Pasir Panjang Rd. Shishi’s father will know where. That is the place where the HP personnels are. I have lots of unhappy and unwillingness when I know I have to be there. There… NO FREEDOM, NO FLEXIBILITY, NO TRANSPORT ALLOWANCE, I cannot take nap in whenever I like. My company was treated like a 2nd citizen. I was told by my colleagues tat I got to be very careful in whatever I do. IF not our company or me will get live “shoot” from the HP. HP personnels are very gd in “shooting” and their also best in writing emails. If your English is not powerful enough, u are at losing end.
Next, I cannot surf net as freely as b4 anymore. They do not even allow to log into the internet. Coz they fear of virus. So whenever they have virus detected, the first ppl to look will be our company. Unfair right??? They will track down who used it and scold you upside down. So whenever I surf I got to be very alert. So whenever any hp ppl walk past my work area I would have to minimize or close the browser and open it up again to read my article. So 1 article I can took quite long to read finish. You may think since it is so difficult to surf why dun surf at home? The department I working is very boring lor. Coz I do not have much work to be done from the engineers and no OT required. You see, I got to find things to keep me occupied. If not I will doze off. I read newspaper, sms with Kenny or even day dream. But all these u can’t be doing it everyday right? There once I really feel like quitting. But I can’t. I got to earn $$ to support myself as my father had already stop working. My work area is on the 7th floor. I still have others on the 1st floor. So when I have nothing to do I will go down to see if they need help or we will be chit chatting. Most of them are quite gd but they mostly speak Cantonese which I do not understand. So sometimes I just sit there seeing them laughing away without knowing wat they said. And by the time they explain to me it is too late liao. As The joke is consider over where I only start to laugh. Slow lor…
Today I will write until here. Tml will continues…

Such a long long time that i last blog...Coz recently nothing specular so did not post up any.
Today I post is just out the sake tat I did not blog for a long time.... tats why.
I feel so tired and sleepy whenever I went to work. I almost slept less than 5hrs a day. Wat to do? I got to wait for kenny to call me. He is occupied with Jessie. Coz he study till 9 plus then he bring her out for walk and training then by the time he finish his stuff is goin to 12am. THen sometimes our discussion is long so chatted till 1am...
I know can no need to talk every night but when we promised each other tat we just talk a while only but later we just chatter on and on... haiz..

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I have been putting on weight... MY thighs, tummy and arms are fat! During the Jan I went jogging.. but I stopped again... Hate myself for not determined enough...I really dun like my body now. Sometimes I really wonder, will my figure Turn him off?? Oh my gosh if really so then I gonna commit suicide liao... In me I REALLY REALLY wan to slim down... but i feel I am tired... I just wanna use the time tat I have to recoup my sleep... When times when I really desperate tat I nearly went for those slimming sessions to help me through but when i think of the $$$...
Any help??? Can anyone give me a push???

Yeah today is Fri! I have been waiting for this day to come.... Now I am having a big headache... So 3 things in my mind on wat to do..

1) Go clubbing with xian and shi which i promised them last week

2) Go for the Orientation from 7pm to 9pm

3) Go JB with kenny either after my orientation or from my house

Wat to do!? Dun go clubbing xian and shi sure not happy one...but xian is not replying me.. Heard that she's on flight will only be back today. If this noon time still have not hear any news from her then I will not go liao...

Orientation. See if dq going to drive or not.. Can get hua to lobang us to to go there... If not i may have to consider again..

Long time nver go Jb liao.. Haha .. I wanna the Ramly burger.. so tonight I sure wan to go.. Moreover his best frend will be goin too. So after kenny's lesson he will then fetch me... heheh

haha...shi and hua have been saying me not updating my blog.. now i update it but they dun.. Maybe i too free liao..
This whole morning I am surfing the friendster. Writing Testi for my frends. I have been always lazy to write but after I saw xian write for me, i kinda feel i ought to write for her too as we are buddies.. should not so late then write for her. After writing for her, I wrote for hanxiang too which he wrote 1 for me tat is very long time ago. Wrote for quite a number of it too + adding some other ppl tat i know of. After all the writing feel quite fulifing...

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Yesterday I stay at home.. did not meet kenny. Haiz tat kenny .. did not meet him he dun eat dinner. After we finish our talk at night then he go look for makan tat is 11 to 12 plus liao.. ASk him why he said he tired to eat and not feeling hungry. Ever since he joined the company he is like very tired lor... I am wondering or thinking is he very stress over there? Will he be happy there or not. I feel heartache after hearing him he kinda scolding by his head. The other time at the other courier service he is still very energetic after work though he ride around S'pore the whole day... Is the current company have the timing to meet is too tight for him tat is why his energy is being drain out till no drop of it? This coming Mon he gonna start studying EVERYDAY.. I am afraid tat he will collapse due to tiredness.. Or he will give up the part time studies... Lets hope it will not happen. One of these days got to talk to him again maybe we will only meet weekends. I am studying too. Dun think meeting up on Weekdays do us any gd. But thinking back weekends so short. Haiz... Wat to do... S'pore so stressful when comes to work. Everything u do at least must have a cert. Keep upgrading urself too.. WHY WHY WHY??????